Can you believe 2008 is almost over?
Wednesday, December 31, 20081.What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before? - A lot of things. Keeping it vague.
First time I went to UP fair with a guy.
First sem (2nd sem 07-08) I didn’t really go out, I had dates but with only with one person.
First time I worked on a co-curricular project.
First time I got angry in front people.
First time I made a complete idiot of myself to a boy.
First time I took a risk.
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
-I dont make new year’s resolutions. But this year, I’ll have one. I need to organize my life. I’ve been a complete screw up this SY that I didn’t know what really happened. Perhaps I just lost my drive and simultaneously boys became a distraction. Refer to this for a part of the things I’d like to do next year. So far, I’m convinced that 2009 will be my year. 2008 had its ups early and plunged in the end. But all in all, no regrets because it’s all been good, babes*.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
- Er, no-one. or at least, we’re not really close.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
- Close includes immediate family and friends. Thank Gawd, noone.
5. What countries did you visit?
- Nada. Postponed and rescheduled everything.
6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
- A boyfriend. haha. Kidding. Uhm, I want a commitment (in any aspect) that would build me into a better person. I want to be more responsible and cautious about my actions. I need to grow up already, I’m not getting any younger.
I want to be commited to something that I will not give up on. Most of the things I do are partly influenced by sudden whims and mood swings, so if ever I want to be professional about writing and designing, I have to be consistent.
7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- Feb 9. Birthday at Pancake House Greenbelt. Skipped the Golez Talk for this.
- Feb 12. UP Fair, Rakestra.
- Feb 13. Oddvertising Trip
- Aug 16. Maricar’s Birthday
- Sept 5. Finally Over.
- Sept 28. Isang Panaginip na Fili. Play- Ma. Guerrero Theater, Palma Hall.
- Oct 1. Angas Vid Shoot
- Oct 19. Last Day of 1st Sem
- Dec 8. Skipped a Class to bake.
- Dec 23-24. Wow
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year
- I think it’s already an achievement that I was able to finish the things I commited to. Also, to achieve something* impossible, that I never imagined I would have or at least share a moment with.
9. What was your biggest failure?
- The biggest one was when I gave up on some things, on some people. The choices I made risked my relationship with other people. Damn school.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
- I dont usually get sick. I usually get into accidents but this semester and the last, boy I wanted to give in to the grave. I have this 2 month cough already, but lately its just colds and
a fever. I’ve been feeling really bad since the sembreak til the Christmas break, which actually sucks. Broncho vascular markings have been seen on my xray but doctor says i’m alright. Nothing to be worried about.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
- I couldn’t think of any that I bought with my own money. There are a lot using my parents’.
Wacom Bamboo Tablet, Levis’ Jeans (which costs the same.), etc…
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- Maricar. Sayang wala ako nun. and Bianca. Hahaha.
Kudos to Lea and Franco, the uber cute couples’ fight.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- I mentioned it before in a previous blog entry regarding beliefs.
14. Where did most of your money go?
- Food of course, as usual.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
- Uhm, aside from the sembreak. I couldn’t remember eh.
16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
- Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional.
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I’m right
I swear I knew it all along
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
- Last year was bland. This was a roller coaster ride, feelings fluctuate too often. Almost like a jagged linear graph.
18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
- I wish I read more. I wish I payed attention more to the more important things to me. I have to give in to selfishness at times.
19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
- Less procrastination. Less dedication to unimportant things. Less fooling around.
20. How did you spend Christmas?
- Since I was sick* and grounded*, spent it indoors. Gawd, so emo, sorry.
22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
- Yes. But I dunno if this is just a phase. A friend pointed out that I usually fall in love during Feb coz I know I should be happy coz it’s my birthday and it’ll be Valentines the next week. I’m just not so sure about this December. I felt the peak of emotinal euphoria then plunged into a cliff by having my heart broken. And in love once again.
23. How many …one-night stands?
- Funny question.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
- I don’t watch television anymore. I still love to watch Spongebob Squarepants. ^_^v
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
- Well, yeah.
26. What was the best book you read?
- The Little Black Book of Stories by A.S. Byatt
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
- Beethoven 7th Symphony.
It relaxes me. Makes me think.
28. What did you want and get?
- Oh YOU already know what.
29. What did you want and not get?
- I guess I didn’t get what I planned for. But its alright. I guess.
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
- Atonement and The Dark Knight.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- I celebrated, a few days after. Ate at Fish and Co, watched the Eye and made it to the UP fair.
forget my age, I’m old.
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
- Because after a plummetting heart (or ego) break, someone gave me the biggest smile of my life. Thank you. Even if you also gave me the worst howl of my life. All is good.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
- Dressy.
34. What kept you sane?
- Nothing did.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- James McAvoy. So hottt
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
- I guess, Obama’s campaign. Think, the first black president. I’m expecting something great (for good or bad) to happen. Perhaps it was the recession in the US.
I’m sensing a conspiracy issue.
37. Who did you miss?
- A lot of people. Most of all, I miss my old self.
38. Who was the best new person you met in 2008?
- Hmm. I really dunno.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
- Not all opportunities should be grabbed. There’ll always be balancing aspect in everything. People should give in to risks once in a while. That’s the only time they’ll be able to be truly happy.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
- Even if I hate this year. Like really. I gotta love everything that happened. ^_^
I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn
And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart
And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide
Face to the sun
2009, Gonna Start the Year Right. Make Things Happen.
This is an edited meme post way back in 2004. My gawd, I’ve been blogging since then. ^_^v Thank gawd, Xanga now has a calendar feature for the weblogs, I was able to get read old entries.








