December is Love

 No one could quantify or qualify the feeling of elation and intoxication towards someone. This month it had been a whirlwind of experiences and emotions, one could not dismiss as “nothing.” So for everyone, feeling bitter or better, I’d like to let you all relate

CRUSHES.

You don’t have to do anything. You don’t even have to say anything. If you just sit there, and smile, you should know that for that moment, you lit up my world. 

 - Don’t you just miss that feeling where a simple glimpse of him/her could make your ears flutter with joy? Remember that moment when you can’t stop looking at him/her, as it puts a big grin on your face? Don’t you miss blushing, at the sight of him looking at you and you looking away to avoid his stare?

FALLING.

 Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was by choice, but falling in love with you was completely beyond my control.

- I love this line (Thanks Maricar). It somehow perfectly describes everything that happened Don’t you ever wonder why, despite the “why are you with him?” lines said for the nth time, doesn’t bother me? Don’t you ever wonder why  I stuck around even after I’m supposed to hate you?  It’s because it was a choice to be your friend, and friends don’t easily give up on each other no matter what. They continually give them unlimited chances. ^_^v

FALLING DEEPLY. 

Commitment is the component of love. Short term commitment is the decision that one loves someone. The long term aspect is the commitment to maintain that love.

-Robert Steinberg 

- Decisions have to be made, and its always a yes or no choice, not maybe, not later, decide now. Because the moment’s fleeting and you’ll never have that exact moment again. After commitment, it’s not just about the other person anymore. It’s already about the two of you, making decisions about what you two have. To be committed is putting an end with the mind games because you have to stop thinking about yourself and start thinking about the other person and everything between the two of you. ^_^

FALLING MADLY. 

 Love is a quantum wavefunction. It is reversible. It permeates all space. It is deterministic, that is without our meter sticks poking at it. It should be left alone without our deranged expectations-slash-equations which are predictable in theory but not in practice.

- angel, peyups.com

- I now get what this quote means. There will be times when your feeling fluctuate, either reaching rock bottom or sky rocketing… surpassing even the graph itself. It cannot be constrained by rules and lines. It is ildefind and undetermined. 

LABELS.

 In practice, relationship, unlike love that is irreducible in nature and defies all boundaries, is subject to space-time constraints. Space-time constraints, meaning it is not non local and it is time-dependent. Uncertainty principle applies to relationships, it inevitably contains improbability. And while we’re at it; by measuring, expecting, demanding too little or too much, we break the symmetry.

- Chant : Fairy Tale Monologues II: The Quantum Wavefunction of Love, Angel - peyups.com

Enough said. 

BROKEN.

Every moment of pain, weakness, and discomfort puts you in a positon to choose how you will react and how you will alleviate your condition. Calling him doesn’t make it better.. it only pulls you back into the cycle of heartbreak. He is the past. You are the future.   -

It’s Called a Breakup Because It’s Brokenby Greg Behrendt and Amira Ruotola-Behrendt

- You had enough and you know it. Save yourself from those agonizing days waiting for his call, waiting for his name to pop up, waiting and waiting for those what ifs to become a reality. But you know what? It’s not worth it. It’s never worth it to wait for someone who continually lets each day pass not to be with you. If there were reasonable excuses, it would have resurfaced immediately, he would’ve told you, despite the fear of looking stupid. He would have made an effort to let you know. He would have made enough effort to re-assure you that he has FEELINGS for you, to not make you look like a napkin that you throw once you’re done jacking off. 

NOT INTO YOU.

 He is a man made up entirely of your excuses.  And the minute you stop making excuses for him, he will completely disappear from your life.

-He’s Just Not That Into Youby Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo

Stop thinking about your mistakes. Start evaluating him/her.  Stop thinking you’re such a bad person, and he /she  isn’t? Aw c’meon. 

The days that passed by are already the number of chances that you gave him, so enough is enough. Move on. Exes are a thing of the past, so no more looking back unless you are planning to go that way. It’s a sad fact that there are just some things that you have to give up. It’s the only way you’ll ever find the happiness that you deserve. 

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FALLING BACK AGAIN

You’ve got to understand that it took me a lot of courage to make myself come to the realization that everything that I’ve ever wanted & needed is found within you. And for me to put everything aside again, everything that you once broke, is a remarkable task that took a lot of strength & faith in me. They say sometimes people put walls up, not because they want to block people out, but because they want to see who cares enough to knock them down. You know me like no one else does because I never was able to let anyone in, & you don’t even know how glad & thankful I am that I gave you the chance. You stayed at our best, yet you stuck at it at our worse, & proved to me what truth in love still has. The sky is the limit & true love really is forever.

It’s not important whether or not true love is exists. It’s more of a possibility that you’ll ever feel that  love again once your heart was once broken.

Thanks for making me believe in that magic again, ej. ^_______^