Sleep Files

Remembering Things

Turbulence

I’m so fucked up right now.

I knew this recurring dream will happen soon. I saw self issues coming and I just let it. 

I have no idea if I’m angry, or regretful or confused or irratated or careless or absurd. It’s like everything that I’m thinking and feeling about just blends up into a bland and boring drink.

Ugh. I feel so sick. (more…)

Boil Rising Temper

I’ve been having a terribly short temper lately.  And here’s a list to explain those tense but short outbursts.:

1. The Closed Door Policy 

I don’t like leaving the door open when I’m alone in a room, or when I’m working on something with other people. Gusto nasa enclosed space ako when working on something because I don’t like losing the drive inspiration that can be taken away by a single distraction. It’s a part na rin to let me focus on what I’m doing.  Plus it irritates me so much when the people coming in wont even care to close it.

2. Concede

I could never get along with someone who doesn’t admit that he/she was wrong. I just feel so uneasy when proving that I was right after an argument on a factual basis some people couldn’t just admit that they were wrong. And I can’t help to get affected when they’re sour graping.

3. Privacy Freak

I hate people who snoop about all the time. I’m always thinking that it’s none of their business and why should they always bother with other people’s lives. And I just couldn’t understand how other people could talk about me without even knowing me, without me talking to them, divulging the details, the whats-why-and-whens of the story. I hate being talked about. Period.

4.  Respect

i just wish some people will actually show some respect with regards to my material possesions. Borrowing stuffs is okay, but taking/using it like it’s yours is something else. It’s just so wrong. Sure, I’m selfish when it comes to sharing things unless you ask permission.

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